What we want most

May 27th

I am content with what I have, 
Little be it or much: 
And, Lord, contentment still I crave, 
Because thou savest such.

from John Bunyan’s Pilgrim’s Progress (Part II, Ch. 6)

How lovely is your dwelling place, Lord Almighty!

My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God. Blessed are those who dwell in your house; they are ever praising you. Blessed are those whose strength is in you, whose hearts are set on pilgrimage.

As they pass through the Valley of Baka [weeping], they make it a place of springs; the autumn rains also cover it with pools.  They go from strength to strength, till each appears before God in Zion.

Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless.

 

Lord Almighty, blessed is the one who trusts in you.

from Psalm 84 (NIV)


…and, for your listening pleasure, here’s Robin Mark’s Soul’s Desire on Youtube and Spotify respectively. Mostly because I don’t think my auntie would appreciate my posting her recording of My Sun and My Shield (even though she totally sounds like Celine Dion), and I don’t like Ted Sandquist’s version.

Repentance vs. beating yourself up, ft. Bunyan

February 8th

For godly grief produces a repentance that leads to salvation without regret, whereas worldly grief produces death. For see what earnestness this godly grief has produced in you, but also what eagerness to clear yourselves, what indignation, what fear, what longing, what zeal, what punishment! At every point you have proved yourselves innocent in the matter.

2 Corinthians 7:10-11 (ESV)

[after Evangelist saves Christian from Mr. Legality and Mount Doom, I mean, Mt. Sinai…]

So he went on with haste, neither spake he to any man by the way; nor, if any asked him, would he vouchsafe them an answer. He went like one that was all the while treading on forbidden ground, and could by no means think himself safe, till again he was got into the way which he left to follow Mr. Wordly Wiseman’s counsel. So, in process of time, Christian got up to the gate. Now, over the gate there was written, “Knock; and it shall be opened unto you”.

He knocked therefore, more than once or twice, saying — “May I now enter here? Will he within open to sorry me, though I have been an undeserving rebel? Then shall I not fail to sing his lasting praise on high.” At last there came a grave person to the gate, named Goodwill, who asked who was there? and whence he came? and what he would have?

Christian spoke: ‘Here is a poor burdened sinner. I come from the city of Destruction; but am going to Mount Zion, that I may be delivered from the wrath to come. I would, therefore, sir, since I am informed that by this gate is the way thither, know if you are willing to let me in.’

”I am willing, with all my heart,” said Goodwill. And with that he opened the gate

Christian said: “Evangelist bade me come hither and knock, as I did; and he said that you, sir, would tell me what I must do.”

Goodwill replied: “An open door is before thee; and no man can shut it. We make no objections against any; notwithstanding all that they have done before they come hither, they in no wise are cast out and, therefore, good Christian, come a little way with me, and I will teach thee about the way thou must go. Look before thee: dost thou see this narrow way? that is the way thou must go. It was cast up by the patriarchs, prophets, Christ, and his apostles; and it is as straight as a rule can make it: this is the way thou must go.


The text here is from a really beautiful copy of the Pilgrim’s Progress (especially considering the quality of most texts on the internet, and possibly my judgment is clouded by the fact that I didn’t have to type this entire thing out). Also, someone did a graphic novel adaption of the story, which, while I appreciate the idea, has horrific echoes of both the art and the… unique writing in Calvin Miller’s Singer Trilogy. (Apparently it’s a thing, I like the look of this adaptation a bit better, but haven’t read it.)


Tobymac’s Forgiveness, on Youtube and Spotify respectively

‘Wait, I say, on the Lord’

January 3rd

The Lord is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the Lord.

Lamentations 3:25-26 (KJV)

It is profitable for Christians to be often calling to mind the very beginnings of grace with their souls. It was Paul’s accustomed manner,  when tried for his life, to open before his judges the manner of his conversion: he would think of that day, and that hour, in which he first did meet with grace; for he found it supported him.

I can remember my fears and doubts, and sad months, with comfort; they are as the head of Goliath in my hand: there was nothing to David like Goliath’s sword; for the very sight and remembrance of that did preach forth God’s deliverance to him.  Oh! the remembrance of my great sins, of my great temptations, and of my great fear of perishing for ever!  They bring afresh into my mind, the remembrance of my great help, my great supports from heaven, and the great grace that God extended to such a wretch as I.

My dear children, call to mind the former days, and years of ancient times: remember also your songs in the night, and commune with your own hearts.  Yea, look diligently, and leave no corner therein unsearched for that treasure hid, even the treasure of your first and second experience of the grace of God towards you. Remember also the word, the word, I say, upon which the Lord hath caused you to hope: if you have sinned against light, if you are drowned in despair, if you think God fights against you, or if heaven is hid from your eyes; remember it was thus with your father; but out of them all the Lord delivered me.

from John Bunyan’s Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners


The title is a reference to Psalm 27. Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners is, I’m not going to lie, is a bit of a slog. But Bunyan’s knowledge of the bible is impressive, the cross references are nice, and, to be fair, very few writers from the 1600s have held up so well. Of course, his personal testimony is pretty much timeless too, and it’s nice to know that he wrote something other than The Pilgrim’s Progress.

…and No Doubt by Petra, on Youtube and Spotify respectively, because, really? try to find a song that goes with this.